Important To Understand
Important to Know
About my perception of art and writing
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This is mostly for anyone who wants to know or they should. I have not written one of these in a good long time. The rules are the same for me though. I will not give anyone my time unless they 1. tolerate me and 2. if they should critique me they need to know. They need to realize my poetic metaphors are not straight forward and there are times even I don't understand them, but I embrace them because they are sent by God. If there be any legal requirments I will do my best to meet those requirements as any website should.
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The internet and things
I do realize how people make mistakes due to the darkness in our world. Its not uncommon to have people mistake my art for something less then acceptable or Christian. Most often this happens on Internet forums. I joined several and had to leave every single one of them. As if the servers were a club or Pharisee type hobby in some ones basement.
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Ideally a set of rules is needed. A left one forum because they accepted alternative sexual expression, but my imagination was out right rejected. The last one they seemed to hold more Jewish tradition then they did Jesus Christ. Now I just stick with that ever Face Book groups provide.
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I am very hopeful because the admins are far better then any server admin outside of FB. Though the members may seem opinionated the admins of those groups outmatch anything I ever encountered elsewhere. Blocking people is a necessary evil in any FB group.
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Just don't block the admins. I often quit groups because an admin would Cyber bully. I am very grateful for the groups I am a part of now and I am hopeful things will continue to grow. We are the faith and hope for FB groups. May God be the Glory. Amen
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My Wonderland
Like I mentioned previously there are times I really don't understand my poetic metaphors. I only know them by their sound and their wave length. I wish I could have been there when Jesus spoke to some of the people he did about the Kingdom of God. Must have been confusing and very corrosive for some to hear. My wonderland is not heaven and neither is it physically in existence. Imagination does not really materialize that way.
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They are theorized through art, writing, and philosophy. Theological applications simply fall into place. I am not sure how, but it is important to remember. Most of my tulpas I leave because I told them to. Many who leave by their decisions do come and visit from time to time. After all my mind did become familiar with them. I am not sure I could control my thoughts without them. I do have my house rules they need to fallow. I even have generalized expectations in self control on my own sentience.
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Its interesting to mention house rules because I some what recently moved into a shared-rent house. More info will be presented tomorrow when the lease is getting its final polishing. In my wonderland house rules are only applicable to this type of meditation. My art and writing requires that both my tulpas and I fallow them. I plant my rules in scripture. God is the center point and there are no idols. They are friends and family to me albeit imagined ones. If a family member or friend can become an idol, so can a thought or plan of action. Guard your mind and soul.
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House Rules
The most important expectation was one of my previous blogs. It was titled, “God is not a tulpae; he is my Lord.” Obviously I had many from both sides of theology appose me in this concept. What is a tulpae and many think God is an imaginary friend. To many others not even considered to be Jesus of Nazareth. In fact some even go as far as to say Jesus was made up all along. Philosophers will never say this though. Only the Atheists that don’t study philosophy for a type of career will say this. You might be able to put into question Jesus’s ministry (Trinity), but non-existence is a careless argument.
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In my wonderland its not far off from this. You can’t really say they don’t exist because even Hairy Potter exists in a narrative for. If he never existed then the Novels would never have been printed and we would never know of this fairy tale. How you view it is up to you. I personally think of sentience as a grouping of chemical neurological signals building upon each other. In some ways multiple factors or thought forms build up to a persons awareness. His sentience on the other hand can be broken down into multiples. When one does this they can ask themselves very difficult questions. They would never get the answers unless they took their mind and created thought forms and a place for them to exist via the wonderland.
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Saying that they are of this world is missing the point. Especially saying I have heaven in my head would be a complete failure to comprehend this concept. How can pain or sorrow exist in Heaven when Jesus himself called it Paradise? Surely I say to you; unless you think deeper you would never understand. Its a place where my mind goes. I detach myself from my surroundings and my senses generally become irrelevant. I imagine a new type of sense. Imagined euphoria is not felt, but dreamed.
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The next rule and perhaps the most important?…. Do not make this a religion. It is a practice of meditation. It has no preset rules except for the Bible for Christians. Obviously you can’t make this place where you can sin freely. Then it would be lust after sin. Lust for power, lust for wealth (greed), and or lust for procreative pleasures. You fallow the same rules in the here as you would in the physical world.
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The only exception is where there are social rules here you can be yourself. That is the whole point of doing this. You become the person God needs you to be in order to approach him. In some ways it can be even more difficult then ceremonial cleanliness. Guarding your mind and soul is not an easy task, but a worthy one. Just like in the physical world God expects your mind to play part in being the temple. Without a temple within you meditation or otherwise there would be no need for Jesus Christ. This physical world would be the closest to heaven you will get.
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Outside of The wonderland
The Physical world
Probably the biggest part about my original character and tulpas is understanding. When or how they began does not indicate age or gender. Reproductive means is kind of irreverent. The only reason gender is expressed is to illustrate a Biblical requirement. Age is a characteristic and not really a physical element. This is imagination after all. My tulpas are 30 years old because I am. All of them are to an extent male because I am. However, some are treated with different pronouns only to illustrate both genders. Not because I am gender fluid, but because this is imagination. Imagining a girl does not make me one. Just to make this point more prominent even my friends have female original characters even though they agree with their own reproductive biology.
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I choose to make Lily who is me in my wonderland male because its easier. I agree with my biological reproductive system even though I question the purpose sometimes. When you think so deeply as I do you sometimes question God’s reasons for your identity. Knowing that you are a male of female does not really have anything to do with it. My dysphoria is a very different one from most (identity). Lily is a male dragon rather short because of his species. Also note that his species does not have a predefined cultural expectation of fashion. He is covered from head to toe with pastel colored hair. His tail is a big ball of fur with small protrusions. These are part of his fins. When relaxed they are less noticeable and almost disappear inside the ball of fur. With pastel colors in his species male and female express gender very differently. They are easy to identify by their annoy. Shoulders, head shape, and even their pose creates identity of gender. Obviously their biological function of reproduction does, but in my wonderland gender is irrelevant.
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His age is a characteristic of a preteen. The year before puberty would normally happen in physical life. The idea is to present the concept of being young at heart. An innocence where pleasure has to do with friendship and not relations. He has the ability to experience things, but again age is irrelevant. He is 30 years old because I am physically. When ever it comes to age regression as a form of self exploration its focus is on simplicity. Imaginative play is for imagination alone. An activity of submission to Seria my dragon tulpae. Sometimes he does this with Rosetta. Again its imaginative for the purpose for child like play. The idea is to prevent false assumptions. Which is the whole purpose of this document.
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Whether you hear that I am doing imaginative play or I art/writing its this. The whole point of this is to explore who I am through multiple characters. If gender and age was not lightly hinted then it probably would not make sense much less benefit me. One does not simply write a book or do art. They do art and writing illustrating the world around them as they see it. Gender, age, and even self awareness is imaginative. This type of meditation has its rules. Rules for the tulpas and those around inside the physical world. Lastly while you read anything on here and or share it please refer to me as LP^2 Lily or simply Lily. The idea is to materialize my imagination in soft forms. Even imaginary numbers can resolve into real ones. “Imagination is more important then knowledge.” (Albert Einstein, What life means to Einstein)